Well, I’m never new to this kind of circumstances. Fact is, ever since I entered graduate school my budget has always been, err, in a sort-of rollercoaster trend. But I’m entirely to blame, for while I’m spending money on what could be a good long-term investment, there are one too many times when giving in to a certain luho gets the better of me. And then my so-called Broke Days would kick in, lasting until the next payday and then my days seem brighter again. But not this time. There will be some major changes that’s gonna happen really soon, and while I won’t divulge on the details here, I can tell you this much: it’s gonna be one hell of a sixty-day tipid mode for me for I am literally broke and I can only convince myself that this, too, shall pass. *sigh*
It’s damn hard, and while I’m only down to Day 5/60, I can already feel the frustration kicking in. I’m sure you know the feeling. Hey, I’m a girl and while I’m not exactly what you can call a shopaholic, there are a LOT of things I wanna get my hands on right now – new lens for my DSLR, new pairs of shoes and new clothes, a new designer bag, travel around the country and around Asia, a new car (Okay, maybe scratch that one for now), try out this famous buffet everyone’s been raving about… and the list goes on and on. But I had to check myself back to reality. Mike told me once when our Palawan trip was cancelled that he hoped “something good will come of this”. Well, I hope so, too. And I’m pretty sure it will. After all, I see it as another one of those life’s lessons learned the hard way. Take note: ‘hard’ is the operative word.

