Still a few weeks to go before the world bids 2012 goodbye, and already I can't help but look back at the year that was. Only one statement comes to mind as I sum up everything that this year has been -
2012 has been the year of the wanderlust.
It all started with the desire to find myself after a breakup that made me doubt and question certain aspects of life and some of the relationships I keep. That time I felt suffocated within the circle of people I belong to, and I knew I needed to breathe and re-examine things in perspective. Thus the marriage of traveling and photography became my saving grace. My travels and wanderlust-ing days were booked on a weekly basis, and before I knew it I was hopping from one island to another with friends and travel buddies. And as if the universe conspired with my heart's desire, a recent business trip flew me all the way to Central USA and the West Coast. I guess you could say 'lucky' was an understatement; 'blessed' seemed more apt for all the good things that came my way this year.
And then one day it happened. The realization felt so surreal that I had to doubt it for some time if it were really true. But there was no denying the warmth in my heart and the inner smile I keep whenever I think of the past. Yes, I finally learned to let go and move on. Funny thing was, I never knew the exact moment nor how, but I guess when you've truly picked up the pieces and you're whole again you just know. No need for words; the heart just knows as it comes out of hiding. And I can only be so thankful. In fact when Tristan and I had dinner for the first time after a long while, I told him in all earnest how thankful I was that the relationship ended where it did because it did a lot more good to the both of us. It was the closure to our story, and we both knew it though unspoken. And I can only smile. :)
My travels has dwindled down towards the later part of the year, but somehow I feel as if I've had quite enough traveling for one year. Of course, I can only say much where 2012 is concerned; the coming new year is an entirely different story. Traveling has gotten into my blood, and my senses will always lust for it no matter what. 2012 itself has been quite an interesting journey that I can only anticipate for 2013 to unfold. But for now, I'll bask in the warmth of home and the company of loved ones and friends.
