If there's one word that best describes me now, it's F-L-U-S-T-E-R-E-D. Geez, I wish today was one of those days when I'd wake up to a perky alarm tone ("There's Nothing" by Sean Kingston ft. Paula Deanda), brush my teeth, indulge in a 15-minute shower, dress up for work, and expect whatever's gonna come - just another day in the life of Lissy. But today, there was something quite different with my morning. Sure, it was still the same perky alarm song, same routine in the sink and in the shower... except that this time there was a slight fluttering in my stomach (no, we're not talking about that which can be soothed by any medication), the kind that you get when you were in gradeschool and you were the assigned reporter in class for that day. Except that today, there's no class reporting nor do I have a major presentation at work. You see, I'm gonna meet a friend later tonight and it might be the last time I'm going to see him. Why? Well, there's a funny little storybehind it but I'd rather not dwell on that... for now. But just to cut the story short, I'll be seeing a great guy who can make me laugh, whom I can talk to for hours, and has tons of potential in the boyfriend department. But complications in our, err, social circumstances might hinder whatever good may come out of all this. To be honest, I'm gonna miss him dearly should this be the last of our encounter. But while I'm resigned to think that this is the last, I'm gonna do my part and enjoy the evening, enjoy his company, and everything else that the night will bring. Hmmm... that made me remember a line from one of Kelly Clarkson's song, "I don't know, this could break my heart or save me..."
Wish me luck, girls! =)
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