Nuninuninu...

Just this afternoon I've decided to deactivate my Facebook account.

So there.

But it's nothing permanent - I'm just going on some sort of hiatus for the first quarter of the year, or at least until I trust myself enough to not be overly dramatic nor mushy in posting status messages every now and then. See, the first three months of this year will be the saddest ones for me, but I dared not tell anyone - not even my closest friends. In fact, it's only here in my blog where I'll mention this once and for all. A so-called "grieving" process, if I may say so. I guess I just need the time to think, be silent and be semi-private about my feelings. But don't get me wrong, though. I'm not planning to spend this period caved in and on a drinking spree to forget things. Hell no, sir! I'm gonna brave each day out, putting on a smile and let everyone think I'm anything but an emotional wreck. Of course, it's a totally different story once I'm in the solitude of my room. But the point is to be strong and put back together my slightly beaten self-esteem. I'm gonna do this, and after this three-month phase I'm going to celebrate because I've lived through it.

But for now, please let me be my sad little self...