What the hell is wrong with me????
Sweet Jesus, I’ve been waking up for four consecutive days with, believe it or not, a SMILE!!! And this is sooo not me at all. It’s like I wake up every friggin’ day at five in the morning and the sweet-yet-almost-kinda-annoying feeling of anticipation takes over me, making me all happy and unusually bright on an early workweek morning. I do my morning rituals and I find myself singing to the song of “Wouldn’t It Be Nice” while taking a cold shower bath… At five in the morning!!! My mom even remarked, “Oh, anong meron?...”
Whatever bit me that got me going like this during my mornings is just what everybody else would [badly] need. It’s the kind that brings the anticipation that today could be a good day; that something good will happen. But it doesn’t, and it’s normal… at least in my world it's PLAIN NORMAL not to have good surprises come along the way on a daily basis. But to not waver in that happy anticipation every morning is something of an EXTRAORDINARY thing; a happy feeling.
Don’t get me wrong, though; I love this feeling. I love it because it makes me look at the rest of the world on a more positive note. This ‘feeling’ gets my hopes up (but at least not too high) that good things are just waiting round the bend, that life (and living) could actually be pleasant in spite of. Whatever (or whoever ^_^) is causing this phenomenon must have been something of a divine intervention to remind me that, yes, life is good.
Sweet Jesus, I’ve been waking up for four consecutive days with, believe it or not, a SMILE!!! And this is sooo not me at all. It’s like I wake up every friggin’ day at five in the morning and the sweet-yet-almost-kinda-annoying feeling of anticipation takes over me, making me all happy and unusually bright on an early workweek morning. I do my morning rituals and I find myself singing to the song of “Wouldn’t It Be Nice” while taking a cold shower bath… At five in the morning!!! My mom even remarked, “Oh, anong meron?...”
Whatever bit me that got me going like this during my mornings is just what everybody else would [badly] need. It’s the kind that brings the anticipation that today could be a good day; that something good will happen. But it doesn’t, and it’s normal… at least in my world it's PLAIN NORMAL not to have good surprises come along the way on a daily basis. But to not waver in that happy anticipation every morning is something of an EXTRAORDINARY thing; a happy feeling.
Don’t get me wrong, though; I love this feeling. I love it because it makes me look at the rest of the world on a more positive note. This ‘feeling’ gets my hopes up (but at least not too high) that good things are just waiting round the bend, that life (and living) could actually be pleasant in spite of. Whatever (or whoever ^_^) is causing this phenomenon must have been something of a divine intervention to remind me that, yes, life is good.
2 Smiles:
The smile is because you no longer work at Intel :)
Hahaha... I don't think it's that, though... I'll always miss the place and the people... :)
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